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You are Amazingly Wonderful by Astronblackmoon You are Amazingly Wonderful by Astronblackmoon
    SPIRIT DAY.
    HAVE SOME NICE WORDS AND LOTS OF PURPLE.

    My writing is awful I should have opened it in GIMP and used a font.

    [Edit] Okay better description time now that I have consumed food after my 5ish hour drawing binge.

    Being as isolated as I am I never was really bullied. No one to do it. However my parents ridiculous religious attitudes have basically kept me quiet until very recently. I wish I could give you a personal confident message, but I don't have one. I've basically lived a large chunk of my life hiding under the asexual label so my own parents don't hate me. I cannot tell my dad, he seems like he just might disown me for it. I told my mom. She doesn't believe me. Nope. Can't be gay. Couldn't even be Bi. Oh well.

    At least the lovely people I know on the internet are perfectly understanding, accepting, and are great friends. If you're in a bad situation, don't give up. One day things will be better. You'll be able to get away from certain people, just like I plan to. c:

    [tumblr Version]

    Layers - 33
    Time - 4 and a half Hours
    Program - SAI

    Art, and Somber belong to me, *Astronblackmoon.
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ALZP Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It'll be a good day when you can get out on your own two feet, my dearie. Just know if you'd need anything, I'd be happy to help as best I can. <3
I wish I could do more, damn continental distances. :c
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Astronblackmoon Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012
Knowing people are a lot more friendly, caring, and hospitable than my dad led me to believe when I was a young impressionable child is good enough for now. ;u;
lol YEAH. I'D LIKE ROOM MATES CAUSE BEING COMPLETELY ALONE SUCKS. But all mah friends are ridiculously far away. Go figure. Maybe I'll get a burd, and teach it profanities.
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ALZP Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
We'll always love you, child. c':
I would like that, too. Goddamn. :U Hell just between you, Robin, and me we make a giant continental triangle from where we live. :I
Omg you have to do that now. You should get a crow. Crows can talk, according to my dad. =I Wicked smart birds.
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theBeardedMEN Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Student Filmographer
I'm in this weird incertitude between not knowing if my parents would plainly reject it (and me) OR if they wouldn't even believe me in the first place. :/

I think it'd be both though. First they wouldn't even believe it's A THING and then they would just make their usual disappointment act with the cries and all the stuff...

I know I can love the opposite sex too so it's not obvious at first glance but if I ever fall in love with someone else...
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Astronblackmoon Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012
They might not believe you UNTIL you are dating someone of the same sex, and just think you're full of shit when you tell them. Like my mom. |:I

If you're really unsure how drastically they'll act about it, it might be best to wait until you can have a stable living situation away from them so they can't make your life a living hell. Not sure how bad your parents can be, but I wouldn't want anyone to deal with that shit from their own parents.
:c

I'm pretty odd in I get no sort of sensual or sexual attraction until I have a romantic attraction. I'm not entirely sure I'm gay, but I've only managed to get a romantic (and therefor other types of) attraction to a few females. I could be bi I suppose. Not entirely sure at this point myself.
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theBeardedMEN Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Student Filmographer
Seem to me that you might just be close to the label of a demisexual. (Can only feel sexual attraction if an emotional bond is formed.)

But just don't think too much about it. It'll come as it goes. But if you fell in love with girls then just be ready for the confirmation of being gay probably later on.
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Astronblackmoon Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012
Hmm. That actually might be it. I've never even heard of that label before but it seems pretty accurate. Though I'm not entirely sure. I might get some slight sexual attraction with aesthetic attraction but I just can't tell. I'd call it an artist problem though. :'D

I have absolutely no problems with being gay anyway. It's all my parents that have the problem. Maybe other relatives but I don't care for most of my family anyway.
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theBeardedMEN Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Student Filmographer
Kinda same here though my parents wouldn't act too extreme... Just really bothering... Like showing purposely showing that they are in grief and act like they're praying in despair... Eh... Next step is like... everyone knowing about it and people confronting me about it? Idk I may be exaggerating.
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Astronblackmoon Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012
If you show them guilt tripping you won't work, they'll probably stop. I have to right out tell my mom I don't give a rats ass sometimes so she'll just quit doing stuff like that.
If your parents spread it around, people will be curious. I doubt people that really care about you will see you any different. Unless there those people that suddenly feel uncomfortable because they're your gender and they think you wanna have sex with everyone of that gender now. Because idiotic thought process.
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theBeardedMEN Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Student Filmographer
Eh. There's so much to think about and this just standing there... egh...
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Astronblackmoon Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012
It'll be okay. Just don't think about it too much when you can't do anything. Trust me, it'll make you nuts.
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JollyLink Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohgosh
Ohgosh I can't even
contain the feels I have due to this and what you wrote. :bulletpurple::bulletpurple::bulletpurple: ; _ ; just listen to your words man and don't ever give up getting away from your parents.
I loves you. :blackrose:
AND THIS IS JUST
THE MOST MEANINGFUL THING YOU'VE EVER DRAWN. I think. Aaurhueg I just love it.~~~~~
Not only cuz it's Somber X''DDD But I just -really- love the whole meaning behind it.~ :iconvioletheartplz:
Hnng <3
Not to mention I freakin LOVE all the purple :'''DDDD
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Astronblackmoon Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012
Provoking emotions is good in art. :'D
Haha, I'll try. I have a little new found hope because of a few people.
I loves you too. :meow:
PROBABLY. My stuff tends to be light, meaningless, or senseless fluff. Though there is that Lullaby painting I made while deep in depression that's somewhat meaningful and emotion provoking. It's just negative, while this is hopeful.

THANKS YOU. I used Somber because he had a real shit point in his life where he was indeed bullied. Likely for how he acted, which was pretty unusual for his species. That later ended up as pretty much torture. However that's all gone now thanks to his brother, and things are much better for him these days. Well. If he doesn't have a panic attack over something dumb.
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